Cry

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I wish i can write everything here. I wish i can tell everyone here. I wish i can talk to someone to get over it. But i just can't. What should i do? Who should i talk to?

Why i feel so difficult now? Everything seems to be not right... Am i thinking too much again? Arghh... why should i mumbling here? Talking nonsense, i think.

Mok jak rasa ngerepak tapi sik tauk giney mok express perasaan time tok koh. Giney tok? Konon dolok mok kelaka benda nok inspired people dalam blog tok. Last2, key tempat ku ngerepak juak akhirnya. Aku lemaslah beberapa minggu tok. Sik tauk kenak? Berat jak rasa bahu tok mikul... Wire sik berapa betul kali. Rasa mok nangis jak tok eh.. Tangan mok menggapai tapi sik tauk siney rah tempat mok berpaut tok. Tuhan jak la kali tempat berpaut nok paling paham. Tapi sik tauk giney mok madah ngan-Nya. Serabut tok eh.. Cam sarang labah2 kali. [Sarang labah2 kali sik seserabut palak hotak ku time tok].

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Tetiba jak rasa mok nangis. Ngalir indah aik mata tok. Pehal ntah la aku tok. Hmmphh.... (ngeluh agik)... Emosi sik stabil kali. Hormon sik berapa betul. Tengah bersedih2 cam tok pun boleh gik molah lawak...tokla orang namanya Rose. Sedih giney2 pun mesti mok senyum and polah lawak bodo. Ya lah ney orang tauk pa dalam ati tok nak mun dah selalu polah gia. Mesti orang nangga aku tok happy jak..padahal serabut tok geng... Mok cita giney pun sik tauk. Payah la aku tok. Lak la cita gik. Layan perasaan jap.. huhuhuhu.....




Tears,