Monday, February 28, 2011

True Confession #3 - I Have a Snake Phobia or Ophidiophobia

A phobia is the intense fear of something or some situation. Many phobias leave those who suffer with the inability to interact on a day to day basis in regular life situations. Ophidiophobia, the fear of snakes or snake phobia is not one of those fears. But, the fact that the person who suffers from a snake phobia is not placed into the fearful situation on a daily basis, does not take away from the very real fear caused by the thought or sight of snakes. Read more at 10 Most Common Phobias.

Can i define my phobia as Snake Phobia after reading this definition? Maybe half of it is true because i have seen other people that react worst than me if they encounter with snake. Even if it is only a photo of snake. They can throw away whatever they hold in hands and screaming as if it is real. Me? Is not something like that. I just afraid/scared of snakes because they are venomous. But yet, i still have this creepy feeling when i think of snakes.
Wagler's Pit Viper Tropidolaemus wagleri 
Photo Credit to JC Schou
I used to be one of field biologist before. I am involving in quite a few of field research on wildlife such as mammals, herpetofauna, odonata and birds. Out of these studies, i am not so comfortable with herpetofauna. Herpetofauna is inclusive of amphibians and reptiles such as frogs, lizards, and snakes. I can hold frogs and overcome my fear with lizards but SNAKES? I can not hold it in my hand. I am just scared. I tried a few times to hold it in my hand but i just can not push away my thoughts of fear. Crazy thoughts that the snake will bite me and so on. So, until today, i still afraid of snakes.

I still remember at one time, my friend invited me to visit her aunt's house somewhere in Kemena, Bintulu. We went there and she so happily told me that her uncle having something special for our dinner. Guess what? It was a ......
A snake meat and it is a python.
Photo Credit to GOOGLE.
It was prepared so deliciously and the smell is so goooood.... I really eat that dish a lot, a lot.. But, my friend already told me that it was a python meat, so i only manage to eat only one slice. To finish that small tiny one slice took me more than 20 minutes. All that naughty and scary thoughts was lingering in my mind while i am eating that small piece of meat. Yai!! What an experienced! Ha ha ha ha...

If it was prepared as good as this, why refused to eat right?
But, i just can not.... Huhhuhu...
Photo Credit to GOOGLE.

Alright, that is all about my confessions for today. How about you? What is your phobia secret to confess?

This is written while i can not sleep. My eyes still keep open widely and so i blog. Till then!

With Love,
Little Rose

Sunday, February 27, 2011

Sunday With Jesus


Hope all of you have a blessed Sunday!
God bless us all....

With Love,
Little Rose

Saturday, February 26, 2011

Food Hunting at Kuching

My trip to Kuching was really great because i have a chance to eat some food that i will not get it here in Sabah. Anyway, here is some of the food that i really want to eat. After my arrival at Kuching on Sunday, 13th Feb, i ask my friend to bring me to the famous "Siang Siang" because i really want to eat Mee Kolok Sarawak/Kuching. Even though my stomach still feel not easy, i want to eat mee kolok soup. I get what i want when we reach Siang Siang at BDC. Full of people and it is Sunday morning yah...

What else i get when i was in Kuching? Here it is....

Vegetarian porridge and a cup of tea, cost me RM3.40
@Satok
Pork meat BBQ and Chinese tea, cost me RM5.40
@ Siang Siang Samarahan 
Laksa Sarawak and Coffee, cost me RM5.50
@ Pasar Batu 7
It is really tasty..... 
Before leaving on my plane, i sit at Starbucks, thought meeting
my long lost friend, Wilson but he transferred to another
branch just two days ago. So, having this
Green Tea Latte before departure.
That is my story of hunting for food. Will be visit Kuching again in few months time and for sure i will looking for Kampua Mee this time. Miss eating Sibu Kampua mee... Till then!

With Love,
Little Rose

You Are LOVED...


Hope this will make your day because it did make my day!
Have a blessed day and Good Morning to all creatures on this earth...
God bless and let there be PEACE & LOVE showers on us all....

With Love,
Little Rose

Friday, February 25, 2011

True Confession #2 - What i Think of Myself Right Now?

  • Demotivated of my work because my project is nowhere to go. I can not see the light at the end of the tunnel right now. Can i just tell my bos that i can not make it already? Can i just tell her that i am enough of all this? It has been two years of my struggling to understand my work scope but yet i am still so lembap to understand it all. Can i just tell her that i QUIT... Will i become a loser... not a fighter? Of what i always think of myself before? Is this happen because i am so stress or it is because i am too emotional? #$%^&*#$%^&*  
  • Feeling sick, unhealthy with my environment at home and at work. So many cat's fur in the house and so many dust at work esp at the construction site outside my office. Very unhealthy environment. Need to get my cat injection before the condition of it's hair fall worsen and my healthy also become worse. 
  • The source of negative thinking is too much until i can not see things in positive way..always negative first then go the positive (itupun punya susah)...
Enough, no more confessions here. Till then!!!