Dilemma Again...!

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I am in this position again whether to choose right or left. Whether it is good for me, for others around me or the other way round. Making decision is always tough because there is always a sacrifice to make. Will it be good for the future or just for the present time? Will it give impacts to the people i love, will it give impacts to the people i am with now or future? What about the relationships with the people where i am now and what about the future? Will this be a long term or only a short term? But one thing i know is that, FUTURE is UNKNOWN and it is a risks to take. Future at the current place or at the other place is both unknown. Only God knows my future, because He is the writer of my life story. Whatever decision i will make, i know for sure, God is always with me... If i make a wrong decisions not according to His plan, or i make the right decision and follow His plan, i know i am Blessed in all ways. Thank you Lord for the gift of FAITH. 

Photo of Rajang River taken by myself on 25.11.2015

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Walking with Faith,

Little Rose

Books ~ Healing the Heart of Emotional Wounds

I have read many books about healing these past few months.My heart is not in a very peaceful state. I always feel sad, depress and bitterness against others. Been attended a few seminars and retreat to figure out what happen to me.

Recently i read this book and while i read through this book, i find out i have a pride in me that makes me think i did nothing wrong. My attitude toward others and there is nothing wrong with my action to them. This part of this book tell me something about me.

Take Responsibility For Your Behaviour
We behave in unhealthy and compulsive ways because of the wounds we recieved in the battle of life, either as children or later, or again, because we grew up in a particular culture. Yet the present behaviour is ours, not of our parents or of a faceless culture. If we do not take responsibility for this, that is, admit that we are the ones who behave thus, we will continue to play the game of blamming. Instead of using our energy for changing ourselves, we will waste it.

I am aware now that i must take responsibility of my behaviour. Not only that, this is the test for me to humble myself and being humble is what Jesus teach me. Humilty, Humility, Humility. 

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Humble Myself,
Rossa

Lost Inside

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Where am i? 

What am i doing here?

What brings me here?

I am LOST

Lost in this small space

Lost my directions

Lost my inner self

Lost inside

Should i give up?

Do nothing about it

Should i return to where i am from?

Should i just follow the flow?

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My heart is aching

My brain is suffering

My body is weaken

I need wine, NO

I need beer, NO

I need music, NO

I need friend, MAYBE

I need family, MAYBE

What i need the most?

I need YOU LORD, Yes i need YOU

Your strength to strengthen me

Your love to forgive others

Your wisdom to be wise

Your meekness to be humble

Guide me dear LORD

Show me Your way

God bless.....

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With Heart Full of Worries,

Little Rose