My Bracelets New Collection (June 2017)

Since i was so bored with what i am doing with my life these past few months, so i start to find something that can distracts me from my frustration. Then, i took out all my beading's stuff from my storage box and i might did something since it has been a while i stop.

Here is what i made as a gifts for a few of my friends. I was thinking about selling this but i am not really good at calculating and estimate the price for each of my handiworks. 

Type: Gemstone Bead, Natural Rose Quartz (Enhanced)

Size: 10mm

Charm: Made with love 

Note: Received by my friend Flo in good condition. I have to send it twice to Putrajaya because when i first send it to her, she was away for Gawai holiday and no one pick up her parcel. She loved it! 

Type: Gemstone Bead, Natural Rose Quartz (Enhanced)

Size: 10mm

Charm: Crucifix

 Note: Courier it to my friend in Sabah and she just received it yesterday. Actually i also made an earring to match this bracelet. She loved it!

Type: Cats eye beads 

(actually i am not sure what type of beads is this but it also looks like glass beads)

Size: 10mm

Charm: Crucifix

Note: I gave this as a gift to my best buddy last week since she loved it when i post it in my facebook. She is also my running buddy. She like it!

Type: Gemstone Bead, Natural Aventurine

Size: 10mm

Charm: Made with Love

Note: After i post in my facebook, my high school bestie (which is still my BFF until now) request me to make a bracelets for her and her daughter. So i made this one fro both of them. I courier it to her early this month to Limbang. She loved it but the one for her daughter is not fit her wrist. I made also earrings to match this bracelets for both of them. 

Type: Clay (Acrylic) beads by Lundayeh native from Long Tuma, Lawas

Size: 8mm

Charm: Made with Love

Note: It has been more than a year two of my high school buddies asked me to made this bracelets for them. Finally, i made it when my beads is available. I haven't give this to them but hopefully can give them during this Hari Raya holidays. 

That is all about the bracelets beads which i currently made end of May and this early June. Looks good though even i am not an expert. 

What is Friendship to me?

Almost a year now eh.!.. My next birthday is coming and only i came back and trying to post something in this blog. Well, i am very lazy to think and write a proper English, so i decide to write this entry in multilingual.

Dua tiga minggu suda sa mo post pasal besfriend ba ini tapi sa kemalasan mau menulis. Lagi satu, sa terlampau banyak blog jadi sa not sure mana satu sa mo kasi masuk ni entri. Last-last masuk sini blog sajala sebab sa rasa ni ja blog sa yang memang blog paling rojak. Macam-macam ada kalau dalam ni blog.

Why? Why friends important to me? Kalau ikut bukan lagi important ba tu, very very important. All stages of my life start from my high school until my working life, sa make friends with different group of people of different races, religions and backgrounds. Some of them just pass by ja la sebab tidak stick until now. But somehow, i would like to say thanks to social media jugala sebab ada yang sa lama sudah tidak berkontek tapi terjumpa balik thru social media especially Facebook.

Saya memang jenis yang sangat value itu friendship sebabnya ialah:-

• Living far apart from my own family members (siblings & parents) makes me stay close to my so-called classmates/workmates at first but then when we always spent time together, i get closer to them and we became besties. BFF for life kunun.. ha ha.. 
• I am blessed for given the opportunity to make friends with wonderful people. Why i said that? Because i rarely met back-stabber friends (eventually got la juga tapi boleh kira pakai jari). Usually i am blessed with friends which will be there for me when i am happy or sad. Orang bilang susah mo cari, tapi sa selalu jumpa yang begini jadi sa tau memang sa kena bless by God bah terjumpa amazing people. 

Tapi kan, susah ba sebenarnya mo maintain itu friendship especially bila sudah berjauhan. Mau ada usaha supaya terus kekal mekar itu persahabatan bah. Sebab tu lah sa cuba initiate sesuatu supaya sa punya ging terus jadi ging sa. Ada yang terus lesap gitu ja bila sa suda berpisah sama dorang. Mula-mula saja rajin berkontek lepas tu pandai nda membalas suda tu mesej or teda suda calling-calling. Dulu, bila sa kena begini sa memang frustrated sebab sa tidak mau ilang kawan bah. Makin tua suda sa ni kan, sa pandai kasi kurang sudah tu expectation sa. Jadi, kalau sda nda pandai membalas tu sa kasi biar sajala. Nanti pandai juga tu dia pi mencari saya. Maksudnya, tiada paksaaan ba dalam persahabatan. Mutual understanding and trust tu la yang paling sa pigang sebab kalau nda trust memang susah mo kekal tu.

So far yang sa perhati among kawan-kawan baik sa ni kan, ging sa yang masih kekal berkawan sama sa ialah ging skolah sama ging uni saya means we are friends more than 10 years sudah. Orang bilang kalo ko berkawan sama tu orang more than seven years, memang kekal la tu friendship sampai tua. Maybe betul jugala apa dia cakap tu. Ging yang sa jumpa time kerja, only a few saja yg stick sama sa especially yang sa jumpa time umur kami lingkungan 23 - 29 years old. But when umur suda 30 and above pandai pula tu jadi ging, maybe sebab sama-sama tua sudah and this i may say matured friendship sudah.    

Kesimpulannya, sa rasa paling penting ialah kita pandai mo pilih kawan. If you choose the right friends, you will shine but if you choose wrong friends they will bring you down. Jadi, memang mo pandai berkawan dan cari kawan. Give and take itu penting dan jangan take for granted your friends. Friends is a gift and blessings from God.

Itu saja crita sa. Sekian. K. Bai!

True Friend

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A true friend will tell you the truth even it hurts,

an enemy will praise you even it is not true.....

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Friends Forever, 

Rossa

Facebook Flowers Project

I saw a beautiful tulip flowers posted on my friend's FB timeline. It was posted with a message,

"My intention is to fill up Facebook with flowers to break the saturation of negative images and videos. If you like this post, I will choose a flower for you."

Since i like her post so i was among her circles to spread this flowers images on my timeline and others (our FB friends). So i choose Pink Rose because i am a fan of rose flower despite of my name is Rose. 

Photo credit to Reader's Digest

I didn't really put so much attention to the meaning of every Rose's flowers before until i search for the meaning of Pink Rose for replying my friend FB post. I found it in Reader's Digest  and it quite interesting what each of the colour means. Here i shared what each rose colours means.

Photo Credit to Google Image

Red: Love and Romance

One of the most universal of all symbols, the red rose represents true love. It has also appeared throughout history and across cultures as both a political and religious symbol.

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Yellow: Friendship, Joy, Get Well 
Throughout history, yellow has been closely associated with the sun, making these roses excellent for cheering people up. Yellow roses send a message of appreciation and platonic love without the romantic subtext of other colors. The color represents feelings of joy and delight.

Photo Credit to Google Image

Lavender: Enchantment, Majesty, Love at First Sight 
The color purple has a traditional association with royalty. In this regard, shades of lavender roses suggest an air of regal majesty and splendor.

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Pink: Love, Gratitude, Appreciation 
Pink carries with it the connotation of grace and elegance, as well as sweetness and poetic romance. Dark pink roses are symbolic of gratitude and appreciation, and are a traditional way to say thanks. Light pink roses are associated with gentleness and admiration, and can also be used as an expression of sympathy.

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White: Purity, Innocence, Sympathy, Spirituality 
Early tradition used white roses as a symbol for true love, an association which would later become the hallmark of the red rose. Also known as the bridal rose, the white rose is a traditional wedding flower. In this sense, white represents unity, virtue, and the pureness of a new love. White roses are also associated with honor and reverence, which makes them a fitting memorial for a departed loved one.

So now, i think i know which rose to be brought for certain occasions. Its funny when i don't know about this i just simply choose my favourite one which is pink. :)

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Lots of love, 

Pink Rose

I Love Your Blog!!!

Visiting a few blogs and some are really inspiring me. Some not so but still they have their own way of writing. Some are original some are imitating and some are quite an interesting fella. I found this award in one of the blog i visit but i can't remember whose blog was it. But then, i tried to search it in Google Image and it is everywhere. Seems to be this is a very popular award given away to fellow bloggers.

So, i would like to take the opportunity to give away this I LOVE YOUR BLOG AWARD to five beautiful bloggers that inspired me and also my so-called blogger buddies.

Cathy at Periwinkle Confessions. I think i coincidentally stumble upon her blog quite a few months ago and i get inspired by her writing. Since then i follow her blog and up till now, her writings still inspired me. To quote a lil bit about her from her profile. Trying to find God in everything. And yes, he is in my coffee and in the flowers in my mom's garden. ;) 

Keep on writing girl!!



Coffee Girl at A bit of coffee and country talk. I am addicted to coffee and that is how i found her in this blogosphere. Her writing is interesting with some input of her own perspective and experiences. Love how she wrote because, it will take me for years to come up with good writings as hers. She loves reading so it is shows when she writes. Besides, she wanted to become a writer. Quote from her profile, Drinks coffee - black. Loves Country music. Reads romance novel. Highly opinionated. Speaks sarcasm as a second language. Keep up blogging girl!!!

Frouline at Hi! Am Frouline.... Outside, she is my real bestfriend and get to know her since 2006, working at the same company. She start to blog in March 2010 after we take our own carreer path. She went to KL and i am going to Sabah. Connected again through blogging and i am happy about it. To quote about her a lil bit, A simple person, looking for something that comfort herself enough to earn her life.. Loves talk much, but she can be a speechless person when she meet someone she adores most! Loves laugh loud, sometimes it comes naturally and embarrass her enough! I hate people stab me at back. once you did it to me, i'm gonna dig u into the ground until u can't breath. What you give, you will get back! Yaaa... keep you blog update ok!!!! Miss you much dearie.... HUGS!

StellaClaire-Richard at A Paint of Life... Get to know her through another blogger buddies. Visit her blog, like her posts and start became friends. She visits me and i visits her blog. She just deliver a cute lil boy Gabriel Aiden. Here is a lil bit info about her, An Ordinary and Simple girl. Was born in Kota Kinabalu, East Malaysia. Love to share her thoughts, experiences and stories. Sharing is caring, and she believes that anything in life should be started with positive thinking. Grateful for what she had and always say Thanks to GOD for she still alive today. She hopes that all thought and shared stories able to provide some good lesson to fellow readers. You deserve my award coz sya suka blog kau. Happy Mummy Aiden!!! :-)

Irene at { I. R. E. N. E }. I just get to know her blog yesterday. Love her posts (almost all of it), and left my comments in her blog and i follow her. Hoping that i can became her friend. She write something so pure and inspiring. Love it and may she will always be blessed by God. Anyway, here is a lil bit about her, a blogger in her late twenties, old-fashioned and a homebody. Love to sing, write, draw, read and play the keyboards. Keep up with you mission to inspired people through your writing girl! God bless.

Okay, that is my lists of blogger buddies that i think deserve this award. For the rest of my other blogger friends, you are great as well but i only have a chance to write about these five first. Will see, what is the next award that i will give away for blogs i LIKE (maybe Like button just like FB button)... :-)

Hope you guys keep up with your writing and keep updating your blogs coz i love to visit and read it!!! Take care & God bless.

With Love,
Little Rose

Secrets......

Photo credit to GingerxRose

SECRETS. Do you have yours? Your own secrets or your family secrets or your friends secrets or even somebody that you don't know but you being there during the incident? Me? I have mine but most of my secrets is no more secrets because i shared it with my sisters, brothers or even my best friends. Did i keep anything for myself? Hmmm.... i don't think i have one left (ha ha ha... sounds a little but scary when i think about it).

Photo credit to Gadzooks

Did you write down your secrets in your journal or any books that you keep it locked in your mysterious box? I have my secret book with my friends. We kindda share everything inside the book. We wrote all of our secrets inside it and we promise to burnt it out when one of us get married. But, i forgot, where i put that book now. Yai! See, keeping secrets inside the books if you are forgetful like me, better don't. 

Photo credit to gyan215

Maybe hiding it inside the bottle without writing your name on the paper and throw it away in the bush or buried it under the ground. Pheww.... Lots of work have to be done though.

So, i prefer to share with friends or my sisters if i can not keep it for myself. If it is too heavy for me to carry it alone.

The BEST person to share my secrets is MY DEAR LORD JESUS CHRIST. He will listen to me and GUIDE me what should i do. Don't you think so? He will keep my secret from anyone else and He will Forgive me if i done wrong because i know He LOVES me so much. Thanks you Jesus.

Have a Blessed Sunday all. God bless. (",)

With Love,
Little Rose

..... i am worried

Photo credit to littledolphin

A fiend of mine, admitted hospital yesterday. She got hypertension. I did not know that she have this illness. A little bit disappointed with myself because i did not take seriously of her condition a few days ago. She did complaint about her dizziness and not feel comfortable with it. Even on Sunday, both of her feet swollen. Since, i did not know that she did have hypertension, i think it is not that serious. So, i only ask her to go for a check up at our nearby clinic. But she refused to do so. Until yesterday, she almost fainted but she arrived hospital at KK safely. Today she still under doctor observation at Intensive Care Unit. She have minor surgery to help reduce her blood pressure.

Somehow, i am still worried about her. I can not do much from a far, if i am by her side i still can comfort her. But for this distance, i only can pray for her. Asking God to help her to get through this critical situation. To keep her strong to survive this. To keep strong her family members and be able to support and comfort her. I will visit her this Saturday after work. My only hope is she will recover soon. May God bless her.

Photo credit to perodog

With Love,
Little Rose

People's Change......

I don't believe in this for so long. I always believe when i am good with people around me, treat them well and nice, trying not to break any promises and do not do anything that break their heart. They will never change in any way of our friendships and as far as i am trying to keep the friendship, they will do the same too. Sound innocent am i?

To share my story here. Having one bestfriend during secondary school. We are really close shared all the happy and sad moments together. If anyone hurt me, she will stand for me. She will trying her very best to protect me. Such a very nice friend right? She is really my Guardian Angel. She woke me up in the morning because she know i will be late for breakfast if she is not doing it. I cried a lot missing my parents at home and i can say i am still a crybaby when i am in secondary school. She did her best to cheer me up. I will do the same for her. But i did a very bad/ worse thing to our friendship without noticing it really break her hurts. I am CHANGE because i found someone new. Because this new friend trying her very best to keep me away from my bestfriend and the worst thing is, i did not know it. Fool me because being so "lurus bendul". After a while this new friend abandon me and i am alone. My bestfriend hurt a lot and our friendship is not restored. I lost my very best buddy in high school because of my own foolishness. We still friend but there is no way we get close as before. The situation is so awkward for both of us even though we did forgive each other. So, after this incidence, i  was trying my very best to treasure my bestfriend. Trying to be with them when they need me, trying to console them when they faced a hard time, will shared with them tears and joy. Trying not to CHANGE because i hurt my precious besfriend in high school because i CHANGE.

But, this is not true indeed. If i am not CHANGE, my friend will CHANGE. That is life. People will change though times. Through their environment. I lost quite a few of my best buddies. Why? Because of time and space. FB, Email, SMS, phone calls, the borderless world..... technology is nothing if there is no efforts to use it. If it is only one sided love, will the marriage become happiness marriage? If it is only me trying to keep the friendship but the other side is not doing anything? It will not work. So, i lost contact with some of my best buddies because they did not replied me they did not inform me they move or change their phone numbers.

So, what left for me now? LIFE GOES ON. The memories with them remain with me even though we did not contact each other anymore. Thank GOD for giving me the opportunity to get to know them and spend some part of my life with them. May God protect them and His blessings always be with them.

Till then! God bless.

With Love,
Little Rose

True Confession #5 - Good Buddies or Bestfriends

Do you know the meaning of bestfriend (sahabat baik/ rakan karib)? Or i may ask the other way, what is the meaning of bestfriend for you? Or what is the difference between friend and bestfriends? Let me do some confessions here how i classified between friend and bestfriend. I will not use wikipedia or any dictionaries here. This is from my own thoughts and how i make friends and treasure my friendship.

Since my childhood, i have a very great people around me. I have many friends but not all of them can share their joys and sadness with me. Only a few that can spare their times to listen to me (i mean really listen) some are only with me when i am happy. So, this type of friendship is only at FRIEND level. When i am in secondary school there were ups and downs in my friendship. I still remember, i have a very good ..mm.. no, great friend when i am in Form 3. We used to spend a lot of our time together. We having our meal together, walk to our classroom together, outing together, laugh together and even cry together. But, something happen in between of our friendship and that makes our friendship ends just like that. I feel really really bad about it because i still remember clearly what she wrote in my diary "Ku sangkakan panas hingga ke petang, rupanya hujan di tengah hari. Kau mulai berubah dan persahabatan kita semakin menjauh....".. After that incident we are still friend but to come back to how it is before seems to be impossible. I know her feeling was hurt because of what happen to us. See, i made a mistake once and because of this one, i regret so much. That is why i TREASURE all my best buddies up to now. If there is one that i can click with, i will not takes that friendship for granted. I must take a very good care of that friendship. Because now i believe that my bestfriends are Angels that God sent to me to become my guardian. They are ANGELS.

I still connected to my best buddies even though we are far apart. Thanks to FACEBOOK, mobile phones (DIGI, CELCOM, MAXIS), email (GMAIL, YAHOO, MSN) and etc because with all this technologies, the South China Sea seems to be nothing. We can talk, we can chat, we can write to each other.

So, my advice is that...if you have bestfriend, nurture your friendship. Take a good care of it. Be honest and sincere. I think this should be enough even though i have lots more to share here. This is only a thoughts because i can't sleep. He he he... Till then!

With Love,
Little Rose

Moments to Remember with Precious Friends

I am sure each and evreyone of us have a great moments with our friends. Maybe it was when we are still in kindergarden, primary school, secondary school, college, university or when we are already working. No matter what we did together with our friends.

I am blessed because i have so many great friends from my school days until now. We separated follow our own paths but we still contacted each other. I must says that FACEBOOK did help us to get connected, a lot! To be aware of what happen to each others. That is the great things FB do to my friendship.

From left: Alice, Najjah, Suzie & Me

In photos above are my friends from my current workplace. This photo was taken after our theater performance during World Environment Day last year. Najjah is no more working with us, she already left to another workplace sometime in August last year. However, she did help us a lot to make our performance is a WOW that night. Actually most of our actor and actress in that theater were youths. We only help them with that performance.

But the most important thing is that, we have a really great time preparing for that performance and perform well that night. I may say, this is one of the great moments that i have with my friends. Even so, there are lots more great moments that i have with my other precious friends.

How about you? Wanted to share some?

With Love,
Little Rose