TRUE CONFESSIONS

You want to be HAPPY? Anyone want to be HAPPY right? I want to be HAPPY. Happy in anything, everything that comes along the way. Happy to be who i am.. accept myself for who i am and be happy about it. Happy with my family even though there is so many obstacles or problems happen in my family. Accept all of it, for what it is. See all the little things that makes me smile, my mum laughter, my dad farting, my sisters jokes, my nieces and nephews naughtiness, SMILE and just be Happy. Life will be filled with so much joy and happiness when i start to see all the little things that make me smile and when i smile, i know deep down in my heart, i am Happy about it. Be HAPPY guys! --- Just be Happy,  Little Rose

Suddenly i feel so motivated to do something crazy this year. Something that sounds very impossible for those who know me. I already have a few plan in my head but i am not sure if i have courage to do so. I've been searching all over the internet looking for some information about travel, volunteers opportunity, looking for a retreat places, check the air ticket, looking for sites to raise fund etc etc etc... I have not enough money so i need to have a budgeted plan and if there is an opportunity, i must raise fund to make this crazy dream of mine come true. It doesn't matter which road i choose as long as i can keep my happy SMILE on my face!!! Cheers!!...  Still Planning,  Little Rose

I am bad today. I am not happy because i hurt somebody's feeling. Badly? Maybe. I am not sure how hard my words affect this person. I am taking this person for granted because this person is only a strangers to me. I may say, my new friend but seems to be a very kind person. How i feel after i know that this person hurt, i feel bad too. My heart? Aching too.. *Sigh* Nothing seem to be alright for me when it goes to treating people. Sometime. I am not really sensitive now. I don't really care for others feeling. I just say what i want to say and do what i want to do. I don't care if its annoy others or irritates them. Its just me. Accept it or leave it. Maybe my past experience making me behave like this now. My heart also hurt before. From what a few people that i trust that i thought a very dear person to me did to me. Hmmmphhh... I did not realize this is affecting my attitude, my behaviour now. To this person, i don't know you yet and you also don't know me b...