TRUE CONFESSIONS

I was watching this movie and it makes me cry a little bit, but i am still okay.. :-)... I watch it in You Tube and not bad. The video is clear. I love this movie though.. Enjoy the song kay.. Touching one.. (^______^)

Photo credit to punkphoenix Anybody can become angry - that is easy; but to be angry with the right person, and to the right degree, and at the right time, and for the right purpose, and in the right way - that is not within everybody's power and is not easy. -- Aristotle

HAVE A BLESSED SUNDAY MY DEAR FAMILIES & FRIENDS!!!

Decided to change the title of my blog but i will not change the url address because i don't want you guys can't find me later. So, the url is still the same rosesdailyjournal.blogspot.com. Only title change ya... At first i want to use my FB nickname Little Rose but then my friend (kakak angkat) give me an idea of using Lil' Rose. It looks more smart, she said. I tried and yep..it looks smart. He he he.. thanks sis for giving me an idea.  However, i don't know why i am so into this "LITTLE" things... maybe because of St. Theresa of the Child of Jesus  and also Mother Teresa of Calcutta  (Blessed Teresa of Calcutta). The great stories of both of them makes me thinking so much about LITTLE .... little things that i can do in my life to make a difference for others i met... live my life as simple as St. Theresa and as Mother Teresa said, "We can not do great things. We can only do little things with great love." Besides... Then Jesus called a litt...

Photo credit to sil-enigma Lost in the woods....... This week, something bothering me again, something lingering in my mind, my head. Can't really concentrate with works or anything around me. Even doing something that i love to do like blogging and FB-ing. I just feeling lost. I am not sure what is actually happen to me. Maybe i am lost into something that i didn't know what is it actually. I thought, i will be alright after i shared "something" with some of my trusted friends and families but i am not. Is it too much until i can't handle it anymore? Photo credit to ineedchemicalx Lost just like in the desert...??? ..... Consult not your fears but your hopes and dreams. Think not about your frustrations, but about your unfulfilled potential. Concern yourself not with what you tried and failed in, but with what is still possible for you to do . -- Pope John XXIII "Dear God, I am lost again in this world...guide me and show me your way... Thank you ...

Taken on 2nd Sept 2010 morning at about 0615 hrs What so special about this fella? I love cats since i was a kid but somehow i get asthma when i was about 3 or 4 years old because of the cat's fur. After that my parents did not allowed me to get too close with furry furry animals but still i kept one or two when i am in primary school. Munah is a cat next door. She always visit me either early in the morning or late in the afternoon just before dark. I like playing with her because she is soooo damn cute and naughty cat though. I love the way she is, just perfect cat to be loved. These few days i didn't see her around. Miss her already. So, i ask the owner (my neighbor's daughter), where is Munah? I did not see her around this week. She told me that Munah is sick. Pity for this little fella. I hope she will get better soon and i miss to play around with her. She like to play hide and seek while i am doing my gardening at the backyard of my house. She will hide behind...

Photo of participants for Youth Development Programme Series 4 (June 2010) We cannot always build the future for our youth, but we can build our youth for the future. -- Franklin D. Roosevelt (1882 - 1945)

Photo credit to daniello I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.  -- Maya Angelou Photo credit to furtivelungs P.s: ....whether to make someone feel happy...sad...angry....peace...hatred..loved... it's up to what we did that touch their heart.... God bless.... PEACE!!

Photo credit to gunnerromantic   I thought... i can express everything in here because i am so lazy to hold my pen or pencil and write it in my journal. It is easier to have it here in this blog, my daily journal. However, i realize it is a bit difficult to do. Maybe it is not the time yet to share what i faced now and what is the things that i experienced and keep lingering in my head. Nevermind... let it be....... Anyway, i will keep on write and share something in here, don't worry... I will not let this blog empty.. I need to fill it with Hope, Faith & Love. It is a beautiful thing to share right? To lift up somebody else day! As Mother Teresa of Calcutta said, "Smile, because love start with smile" .... so start up our day with smiles ya. Happy day and have a blessing days ahead. God loves YOU!

BETAPA KUMENCINTAI How i love you SEGALA YANG T'LAH TERJADI For everything that happen TAK PERNAH SENDIRI JALANI HIDUP INI Never alone in this life SELALU MENYERTAI Always be with me BETAPA KUMENYADARI How i realize DI DALAM HIDUPKU INI In this life KAU SLALU MEMBERI RANCANGAN TERBAIK You always give the best OLEH KARENA KASIH Because of LOVE REFF : BAPA, SENTUH HATIKU Father, touch my heart UBAH HIDUPKU MENJADI YANG BAHARU Change my life into a new BAGAI EMAS YANG MURNI Like a gold, a precious gold KAU MEMBENTUK BEJANA HATIKU You mold my heart BAPA, AJARKU MENGERTI Father, teach me to understand SEBUAH KASIH YANG SELALU MEMBERI One love that always giving BAGAI AIR MENGALIR Like a flowing water YANG TIADA PERNAH BERHENTI Which never stop flowing...

“One day all the employees reached the office and they saw a big notice on the door on which was written: 'Yesterday the person who has been hindering your growth in this company passed away. We invite you to join the funeral in the room that has been prepared in the gym' . In the beginning, they all got sad for the death of one of their colleagues, but after a while they started getting curious to know who was that man who hindered the growth of his colleagues and the company itself. The excitement in the gym was such that security agents were ordered to control the crowd within the room. The more people reached the coffin, the more the excitement heated up. Everyone thought: 'Who is this guy who was hindering my progress? Well, at least he died!' . One by one the thrilled employees got closer to the coffin, and when they looked inside it they suddenly became speechless. They stood nearby the coffin, shocked and in silence, as if someone had touched the deepest par...

Photo taken at Kemabong, Tenom, Sabah God loved the birds and invented the trees, men loved the birds and invented cages. -- Author Unknown  P.s: The choices of one man life is in his own hands but for birds..... when they are in man hands, their life is depends on him... To let them flies freely or keep them in a beautiful cage that man invented......  

This is the part 2 of my bookmarks production. There were 5 verses that i gathered in the Bookmark - Part 1 . One of my buddy (my junior at high school), Olivia shared five of her favorite verses with me. Here it is: Rejoice, young man, in your youth and direct well your heart when you are young; follow your desires and achieve your ambitions but recall that God will take account of all you do. --  Ecc 11: 9 . Drive sorrow from your heart and pain from your flesh, for youth and dark hair will not last. -- Ecc 11: 10. Good and evil, life and death, poverty and richness, all come from the Lord. -- Sirach 11:14. Do not give yourself over to sadness or torment yourself with brooding. Joy of heart is life to a man; gladness gives him length of days. Delight your soul and console your heart; chase sorrow far away for sorrow has destroyed many and never did good to anyone. -- Sirach 30: 21-23. Rejoice always, pray without ceasing and give thanks to God at every moment. Th...

Photo Credit to Ashraf Hendricks at deviantART  A group of working adults got together to visit their University lecturer. The lecturer was happy to see them. Conversation soon turned into complaints about stress in work and life. The Lecturer just smiled and went to the kitchen to get an assortment of cups - some porcelain, some in plastic, some in glass, some plainlooking and some looked rather expensive and exquisite. The Lecturer offered his former students the cups to get drinks for themselves. When all the students had a cup in hand with water, the Lecturer spoke: "If you noticed, all the nice looking, expensive cups were taken up, leaving behind the plain and cheap ones. While it is normal that you only want the best for yourselves, that is the source of your problems and stress. What all you wanted was water, not the cup, but we unconsciously went for the better cups. Just like in life, if Life is Water, then the jobs, money and position in society are the cups. They ...

Muaya Waterfall, Sipitang, Sabah If you dam a river, it stagnates.  Running water is beautiful water . ¬ Unknown *Dear Lord, l et your love flow in the heart of all human race. Let it be as water flowing in the river...Let it flow, gently but strong.. full of compassion. Let it be PEACE in this world. Amen.

*Just want to share something about speech by Penang CM for 53 Merdeka. I don't like to talk about Malaysian politic but when it is about a change for people and really benefits the society, it is a good sign. Therefore, just want to share it with my readers. I hope i get the correct info from the trusted source. Correct me if i am wrong. PEACE TO THE WORLD!!! Here is the speech: AUG 31 — As we celebrate our 53 Merdeka, the country appears more divided than ever by racial, religious and even personal hatred. Fomenting racial and religious intolerance and hatred is now the rule rather than the exception. The biggest challenge is whether Malaysians can rise above the language of violence used by extremists and fulfil our destiny of Merdeka 53 years ago of a shared society belonging to all and promising prosperity to everyone. Penang is under constant siege and attack by extremists and political foes from BN and Umno who use lies to create tension and divisio...

Great memories to be remembered when we were just a little child. Nothing much to worries because life is so easy and fun. Living life as happy as they can for the moments is too precious to be wasted. Owh! How i wish i am a child. I wish i can seize every moments of my life as happy as a little child. Murut's kids of three villages that i visited at Tomani, Tenom, Sabah.... It was so fun swimming in the cool fresh water. Enjoying the moments with fellow friends. Eventhough, knowing that once get home, a stick is waiting in mum's hand. It doesn't matter as much as having fun playing with mates... Two little children with their parents... playing chase and run while waiting for their parents.... Pic taken at Tomani, Tenom Walking through the paddy field. Helping mum planting paddy but most of the time trying to catches little fish swimming in the small holes. Playing chase and run at the hut while waiting for mum and dad finish their works in the field. When get b...

Photo credit to ryussei23  Photo credit to maraudian by Unknown Author To let go does not mean to stop caring, it means I can't do it for someone else. To let go is not to cut myself off, it's the realization I can't control another. To let go is not to enable, but allow learning from natural consequences. To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means the outcome is not in my hands. To let go is not to try to change or blame another, it's to make the most of myself. To let go is not to care for, but to care about. To let go is not to fix, but to be supportive. To let go is not to judge, but to allow another to be a human being. To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes, but to allow others to affect their destinies. To let go is not to be protective, it's to permit another to face reality. To let go is not to deny, but to accept. To let go is not to nag, scold or argue, but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them. T...

We choose our own path in our life. To be better or stay the same as where we are now and before. It's our own choice. It is in our hands. A beutiful lake on the ridge of Crocker Range t Tomani, Tenom.... Exploring the world and seeing so many things happen in between gives so much learning experience. Seeing the beauty of the forest with the green trees, amazing creatures (plants and animals), refresh air, cool and refreshing clean and clear water, enjoying the sounds of nature and so many great things to be mention. Makes me realize how wonder is the God's creation for us to appreciate and protect it from being destroyed. An old woman planting paddy...... alone by herself... Keep smile on her face... Connected and get to know the people living by the forest reminds me of myself where i come from. Who i am before. There is nothing to be ashamed to be part of this life before. Planting paddy and sago as the main source of income and to make a living. Appreciate and th...

Do you still love me o my Lord, Jesus? Lover of my soul? Do you? Yes, i am sure you do. You accept me for who i am....... for who i was before and for who i am now.... Jesus, Lover of my soul, Jesus, I will never let you go You've taken me from the miry clay You've set my feet upon the Rock, and now i know I love you, I need you, Though my world may fall, Ill never let you go My Saviour, my closest friend, I will worship you until the very end

Hurt.... brokenness... unwanted... alone... lonely... abandon...  From who? The one that we love... the one that we care... or our enemies?... the one that we really hate? It's hold grunge in the heart... the heart is broken... hurt badly...  Feel far apart from Jesus our Saviour. Feel unworthy of His Love.. I am a sinner kneel down before Him. Will He accept me again? To be His Little Child? Am afraid.. afraid He will not accept me.. Will He listen to me again? Hold me in His arms when i can't stand anymore? When i feel that my feet can't stand on the ground? I am human, so many doubt i have upon Him but His Love never fails on me. His Love brings me back to Him. How wonderful God works in my life. Praise you above all name o My Lord Jesus Christ...... 1 John 1: 8-10 ~ If we say, "We have no sin," we deceive ourselves and the truth is not in us. If we confess our sins, he who is faithful and just will forgive us our sins and cleanse us from all wickedness. If w...

My LOVE must be as free, As is the eagle's wing, Hovering over land and sea, As flowing water by the river, As smooth as the breezes, Along mountain and skies, Between spaces and everything, Nothing can stop me from Loving. --Rose Ragai, 4th Sept 2010, 0915.

Me, with 12 love letters to Jesus....... from the 12 disciples...