TRUE CONFESSIONS

This is the river that we stop by during our trip. We manage to reach this river at lunch hour time. The purpose of our trip is not exactly about visiting this river but we want to spend our time with nature too. It makes me feel enjoy doing my work when sometimes we can have a chance to be close to nature. 

I was watching this movie just for fun. But then it was reminds me of Japanese Drama, GTO - Great Teacher Onizuka.

What do you feel right now? Which one? All the choices is not in the list? Nevermind, that means you are living your life happily and you are on the right track...

Express our feeling to the one we love is easy or not so easy? I may say that, it will depends on the condition and situation. Or perhaps the relationship current conditions whether it is between you and your spouse, couple, father, mother, sister, brother, niece, nephew, best friends, friends or even our enemy.

Persevere.... What so special about it? Let me share this beautiful story of perseverance in prayer that i found... True story by David Allen White, Ph.D. I know this story is quite long but just spend your time to read it through. You will not regret it. Worth reading i may say. So, Happy Reading!!!

Today before you say an unkind word  - Think of someone who can't speak. Before you complain about the taste of your food  - Think of someone who has nothing to eat. Before you complain about your husband or wife  - Think of someone who's crying out to GOD for a companion. Today before you complain about life  - Think of someone who went too early to heaven. Before you complain about your children  - Think of someone who desires children but they're barren. Before you argue about your dirty house someone didn't clean or sweep  - Think of the people who are living in the streets. Before whining about the distance you drive  - Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet. And when you are tired and complain about your job  - Think of the unemployed, the disabled, and those who wish they had your job. But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another  - Remember that not one of us is without sin and we all...

Seorang Pelancong Cina masuk kedalam sebuah bar di Hawaii dan dia amat terperanjat kerana didalamnya terdapat Steven Spielberg! Pengarah filem yang ternama. Sedang dia enak menikmati minumannya tiba-tiba beliau melihat pengarah filem tersebut meluru kepadanya dan melepaskan sebiji penumbuk.

A very good one to reflects in our own life. How grateful we with what we have. A person like him can smile and doing great things in his life. How about us? Think about it! God bless....

Photo by DeviantArt It's 5.33 am in the morning. Need five minutes break before continue to the next assignment. Love this morning mist pictures that i stumble upon in DeviantArt site. That site really have beautiful and various types of pictures.  So, Good Morning all and have a blessed day today!!

Photo DeviantART “Time is like a handful of sand- the tighter you grasp it, the faster it runs through your fingers”

This is a touching notes that Fr. Patrick Erik Jerome share in his notes in his Facebook. I was touch by this story and wanted to share it here with my fellow friends. Have a good time read this beautiful story. God bless! A minister passing through his church in the middle of the day, decided to pause by the altar and see who had come to pray. Just then the back door opened, A man came down the aisle, The minister frowned as he saw The man hadn't shaved in a while.His shirt was kinda shabby And his coat was worn and frayed, The man knelt, he bowed his head, then rose and walked away.

There's a song that's inside of my soul it's the one that I've tried to write over and over again I'm awake in the infinite cold but you sing to me over and over and over again Chorus: So I lay my head back down and I lift my hands and pray to be only  I pray to be only yours I know now you're my only hope Sing to me the song of the stars of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again when it feels like my dreams are so far sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again I give you my destiny I'm giving you all of me I want your symphony singing in all that I am at the top of my lungs  I'm giving it back

This story is about Jun-su a popular but rebellious 19-year-old. One day, his parents give him an ultimatum, leaving him alone in the house to rehabilitate his life. He doesn't mind the independence until a six-month-old baby  Wooram is delivered to his doorstep. He has no choice but to care for Wooram and attend to his demand for breast milk. Where can he find a nanny?  * Baby & I The hero in this movie also hero in one of the Korean Drama - You're Beautiful . A 16 episodes drama shows released in 2009. 

Hey guys!! I almost forgot that my friend Charlene (i call her Cheke) has created a movie for our camp recently. Here it is. Enjoy our clip ya!

These few days my friend (Suzie) and I decide to learn Tagalog together. Then, i introduce her to this website where i used to find new friends to teach me new language. It is ITALKI . Actually i joined this website since September 2007. It has been almost 3 years but i can say there were no improvement of my language. I have to admit that it was my own fault because i didn't give efforts on it. Therefore, i decide to make it happen this time since i have quite a few friends that want to learn new language too. This is a good time to start all over again.

JESUS ALWAYS HAVE FAITH IN US... HOW ABOUT US? DO WE HAVE FAITH IN HIM?

Here is some photos that i took during the two days camp. I love this place very much. Bundu Tuhan Retreat Centre is sooooo cool and peaceful. I hope i can visit this place again.  The mountain - Mount Kinabalu

Why message in the bottle? Actually, a few days ago, hmm.... to be exactly it was on Wednesday this week, i met a friend. A very good friend of mine, i may said. Even though i only to know her in a few months but she is a gift from God. I mean as a friend of mine. Before i left to Armour Up Camp, i told her that "I am Lost" (macam cerita lost la sikit). I want to find my way back to Him so i decide to join the camp. So, on Wednesday, i met her up after Holy Hour. She gave me this as my 29th birthday gift:

ON the second day, Fr. Terry talk about forgiveness. Hmmph..a tough one. This word will always remind me of what i have done to others around me. Again, Fr. Terry asks us to talk to the people next to us on this topic. What is forgiveness means to us? I turn to my back sit and one woman sit behind me. I am speechless and not sure where to start and this woman starts our conversations. She said forgiveness is when we set our heart free from hatred means that we forgive what people have done to us and we also do the same to others. Then when my turn to share my thoughts i don't know why this topic make my heart is so touch. My point of view is the same but then i just add it with, if we didn't allow God to work together in it, we will not feel the peace, joy and love again in our heart. My point is that, if we work out on forgive others that have hurt our feeling or we trying to asking for forgiveness from people that we have hurt their feelings by ourselves alone, w...

Started from 21st until 23rd of October, i attend the talk on "RECONCILIATION" by Fr. Terry Burke at St. Joseph Cathedral. I really want to understand what is sin and how do we know that we are commit sins? I need something more clear about this. I have a fear of going for confession (Sacrament of Penance). So, i am looking for a way to overcome it through my understanding.

I read one article today that quote from a book of the theologian Erma Bombeck that touch about worrying: I’ve always worried a lot and frankly, I’m good at it. I worry about introducing people and going blank when I get to my mother. I worry about a shortage of ball bearings; a snake coming up through the kitchen drain. I worry about the world ending at midnight and getting stuck with three hours on a twenty-four hour cold capsule. I worry about getting into the Guinness World Book of Records under “Pregnancy: Oldest Recorded Birth?’ I worry what the dog thinks when he sees me coming out of the shower; that one of my children will marry an Eskimo who will set me a drift on an iceberg when I can no longer feed myself. I worry about sales ladies following me into the fitting room, oil slicks, and Carol Channing going bald. I worry about scientists discovering someday that lettuce has been fattening all along.

It’s been a while I join our church choir here in Bintulu. I love to worship God and talk to Him in songs because every word in the lyrics can easily touch my heart. Why these days too difficult for me to get touched by those words anymore? Today I realize one thing. God really want us to humble ourselves before Him.

God really loves me very much but I didn’t do my part by loving him as much as he loves me. Put him above all things and over all things in my life. Why should I doubt him so much for so many obstacles that I faced in my life? Why should I blame him for everything that I ask from him but never answered by him? Why my parents still in the same condition? Why they still believe and idols black magic? Why they still not return back to Him and receive Him in their life? Why I still can not finish my study this year? Why there are still problems in my work place? There are so many things I ask you Lord but never answered me?

To love or be loved? I have been reading one blog that share a lot about love. When i get back home today as usual I will watch television shows and it is also a love story. Why love? I sit quietly on the sofa after have had my dinner and suddenly my eyes point to my bible in the cabinet. Actually when i read other blogger profile online i saw they wrote their favorite books is BIBLE. What's wrong with me? I didn't read my bible for so long. I took my bible and open it. I saw notes that i took when i attend Growth and Spirit Seminar last year.

It has been three years but i am still confused with this love relationship. He is very caring, understanding, open minded and i love him very much because he always concern about me. His care makes me fall into him from the first start i get to know him. After a few months of our relationship, i start to feel lost. It's seems to be i didn't know myself anymore. I need him and i do love him but for he always pampered me from the beginning of our relationship makes me too depending on him. I don't like it and that's why i feel that i need a space for my own life.

YESTERDAY supposed to be the last day for me to know the results of my job interviewed. I tried to contacts the company but nobody pick up my phone calls. I tried to make a few phone calls but still nobody answered. I start to feel miserable so i sent an email to the contacts person (the HR lady in-charge of my interviewed) but unfortunately there was no reply until today. I send SMS to one of the candidates that attend the interviewed with me. I wait for her reply.

ON the 14th October 2007 i received the Sacrament of Confirmation. After gone through the three days growth in Spirit seminar with eight talks presented by Bishops, Fathers, Brother and Sister, i feel renewed and a lots of things in my life i ignore especially HIS call for me to become HIS witnesses. I am a sinner and i don't know how many times i turn my back against HIM but HE never let me down when i need HIM the most. How wonderful and great HIS love is to me. Only now i realize that how important it is to become active Christians. How I feel HIS peace during my old days when i keep on grow in FAITH when i attend praise and worship and others activity with my Catholic community.

I think i talk too much yesterday. I have a very interesting conversation with different people @ friends at several occasions. It was an interesting experience because when we share with different people we will get different feedback and response. Some so good and some are not so good. The effect itself for myself also different. So, it all depends on how do i reflects back on the whole conversation that i had with these people. I believe that they are all send by God to show me something and teach me something. That "something" is not by chance but it is the way of God works amongst us. As my friend told me "God works in mysterious ways". Then, that is happen in our life everyday. It was so difficult for me to maintain my daily writing about my spiritual sharing in my blogs. I have two blogs before this, that i share a few of my spiritual experiences. But it is not easy to spread the word of God. There is always challenge to make it through. Therefore, i decide...

I read one article written by E.M. Lok in one of my favorite health magazine which is ONLY HEALTH. This article is about the power of gratitude and it is so true and if we reflects in our life, how grateful are we? Therefore, the good news like this has to be share with friends and I post it here so my dearest friends will have a chance to read it. Enjoy reading and practice gratitude.

Decision making is not easy. Especially when it is comes to ones life. I am not good in making decisions in my life whether it is my work, relationship etc. I feel so difficult to choose the best for my life. Last weekend, i join youth camp organized by Lifeline Ministry at Bundu Tuhan Retreat Centre. They called it ARMOUR UP CAMP! I will not talk much about this camp but i will share about my experienced about decision making and letting go.