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No words to explain because i am not sure what is actually happen to me these past weeks. So many things happen and i am yet an ignorance again. I don't know where is actually my boat is heading, seems to be i am almost lost the direction again. Or maybe i am sinking in this sea of life again?
*SIGH*
I almost crash into an accident last Friday and today i receive bad news from home. My cousin commit suicide. Family matters maybe, not sure why he decide to drink that herbicide which maybe he think that is the easiest way to end his life and solve the problem. Did you ever think to do that when you are in serious difficulties or depression? Whatever problem that we face will never can better solved by commit suicide. (But, sometimes i admit, that thought ever cross my mind but i am grateful when Jesus save my life and foremost my SOUL). My cousin family face so many things already, his mum (my aunt) passed away end of last year, his brother-in-law (his sister's husband) also commit suicide last year with the same method, his dad passed away a few years back. Hmmmph.... I sure aunt's soul is still wandering on this earth asking for prayers and she want to rest in peace.
Admit life is complicated when i try to handle it with my own strength, but life will be much more easier when i put all my worries in God's hands. He is the Providence and full of Mercy & Grace.
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No thoughts is a thought!
Little Rose
*SIGH*
I almost crash into an accident last Friday and today i receive bad news from home. My cousin commit suicide. Family matters maybe, not sure why he decide to drink that herbicide which maybe he think that is the easiest way to end his life and solve the problem. Did you ever think to do that when you are in serious difficulties or depression? Whatever problem that we face will never can better solved by commit suicide. (But, sometimes i admit, that thought ever cross my mind but i am grateful when Jesus save my life and foremost my SOUL). My cousin family face so many things already, his mum (my aunt) passed away end of last year, his brother-in-law (his sister's husband) also commit suicide last year with the same method, his dad passed away a few years back. Hmmmph.... I sure aunt's soul is still wandering on this earth asking for prayers and she want to rest in peace.
Admit life is complicated when i try to handle it with my own strength, but life will be much more easier when i put all my worries in God's hands. He is the Providence and full of Mercy & Grace.
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No thoughts is a thought!
Little Rose
Yes life is tough... I personally If I don't have Jesus in my life i have already given life up... God bless you heart..
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Rose, it's a tougher road to Jerusalem in the old day and what more to be hanged on the cross. Yet he gave his life for the whole world. With that in mind, my life is not mine to play with as our life belong to him who saved the whole world...others included as there are goats amongst the sheep.
ReplyDeleteHi Rose, regret to read about your cousin.
ReplyDeleteSometimes it's our fault for not seeing or sniffing things out early.
A lot of people need a strong shoulder, but nobody around or 'no time', or ignorant of his or her problems.
Some are not strong enough to accept failures or defeats.
Some feel nobody cares about them. Some are strong, some weak.
Some fall but don't rise again or try. Some just need a push up...
And we who are friends or relatives where possible should try help.
I believe hands that help are Holier than lips that pray.
To live life with no excuses, to love with no regrets.
You have a pleasant weekend, and keep a song in your heart.
Best regards,
Lee.