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Every time i log on to Blogger, i only manage to post one post or two, replied to the comments and visit a few posts of my blogger buddies (if i have more time, i manage to leave comments) and this happen in these past two weeks. Works and church activities, both makes me traveling here and there. Now, my body say STOP... I am TIRED and you make me SICK.. waaaa... i got flu, sore throat and cough. Not feeling well now but still manage to write this post. Why? Because i MISS my Blogging Activity!!! I miss visiting your blog guys and update on your superb stories... Which sometime make me laugh and something interesting to read through. Okay, i need to have a rest now. Tomorrow half day working and at about 7pm having dinner for seminarian fund raising at KP. Another day to go through. Have a Blessed Weekend for all of you! GOD BLESS! Update (29/10/2011): Sya tidak peduli, ni hari dalam opis sya mau Blogwalking juga, banyak suda cerita sya termissout dari kamuorg. Kalau sempat sya...

Credit to Google Very excited but yet still not confirmed yet. Need to pray harder that my company management will approve me for participate in this training. Wah, i really really want to go la..... Haish!!! Finger crossed ! With Love, Little Rose

Silence from Blogging World these past few days because of travelling. Last Sunday was a Mission Sunday so the idea of this Giveaway come up to share something with my dear friends out there. Since this is the month of Rosary, the month we Catholic dedicated to our Mother Mary, i would like to give away my hand made rosary. Here are some of my hand made bracelet and rosary, the first three trial but will make another special one for this giveaway. St. Theresa of Lisieux medal bracelet (still keep this one coz this is the 1st one i made) Mother Mary medal bracelet. (gave this as a gift for my bestfriend) Car Rosary with shining cross. (specially made for my bestfriend birthday yesterday, 24th Oct 2011) These is the SIMPLE STEP that you can do to join this ROSARY GIVEAWAY: 1) You MUST a Catholic 2) Leave a comment consist of your Name & Email add 3) Open to Malaysia Only (Sabah, Sarawak & Peninsular Malaysia) and ended on 1st November (sorry for limited time). 4)...

Hey guys! I am back after having two trips. The first one is going into the bush and planted some vanilla seedlings and having fun with nature. Then driving away to KM for three days. Spend some time with friends and Franciscan Sisters. Feel great when came back home but i will be away again this weekend. I miss blogging but i am just tired after travelling and yet need to pack my bags again this Friday. My friend and i will be going to Kaingaran, Tambunan. We will spend some silence with Jesus there. I hope God will touch my heart and i wanted to renew spiritually too. Life being harsh to me these past weeks but thanks God for always be with me. There were some choices have to be made and hope i can make up my mind. Here is the photo of my trip into the bush! Hope you enjoy as i am enjoying the moments too. Misty and cold weather... But love it being there.. I wish you can turn into a Prince.... Ha ha.. Me & Mr. Bufo juxtasper . Acting like we are in a Hindi...

Meligan hanging bridge  Pack my bags... All the item needed for the trip already well pack in my bags... Rations, check - Sleeping bag, check - Equipments for vanilla planting, check... All other items are ready.. Waiting for my friend to pick me up and we are heading our way to the forest. Hope everyting will be fine and finish with the Vanilla planting. Wish you guys a Blessed Wednesday Morning!!! Will be back tomorrow... With Love, Little Rose

Anyone watching The X Factor USA? I started watching it during the Audition episode and there were thousands of American went for the audition. It was almost like American Idol Audition but i bet you maybe because the judges are Simon Cowell and Paula Abdul, the judges for AI before. In my previous post Crazy about the X Factor USA , i shared two of the contestants Drew and Jazzlyn. Both of them come up with stunning performances. But, today i have another favourite. She sang Mercy during the 1st Audition and it really WOW the judges and audience too but that time i am not into her performance yet. During the group performance at the Bootcamp, her group sang Whitney Houston song and still she did not catch my attention. BUT........ This one really WOW me and i can't stop myself replaying this over and over again. Each time i replay it she gave me goosebump. Yai!! Not believing me? Listen and watch for yourself!!... She sang with the soul and put some emotions into the song!  I...

Did i ever participate in any GIVEAWAY? Maybe once but never been so lucky so not interested about it anymore. Since i am not into Blogging mood lately, maybe this will help me to get back my Blogging Spirit. Hope so! GIVEAWAY @ Yvonne and Her Playground consists of: This Giveaway consist of samples of Dior One Essential, Dior Eyes Essential, DiorSkin Radiant Base No.001, DiorSkin Forever Liquid Foundation No.020 and DiorSkin Forever Compact Foundation No. 020. They are all brand new. To Know more about this Giveaway visit her blog: Giveaway: DIOR Products With Love, Little Rose

If you are feeling good, then you're creating future that's on track with your desires. If you're feeling bad, you're creating future that's off track with your desires. As you go about your day, the law of attraction is working in every second. Everything we think and feel is creating our future. If you're worried or in fear then you're bringing more of that into your life throughout the day. by Yvonne K'obuya, Kenya Have a Blessed Tuesday Morning everyone!!!! ( I am BACK in track? Hope so... ) With Love, Little Rose

Hello guys... It's Moday! I am not in the mood of Blogging. I am sorry that i did not visit my dear Blogger buddies blog too. Yai! Feel not happy about it coz i love reading your stories. My weekend is okay even though working half day on Saturday. Since then, i lost my spirit to blog. To think and to write and to share. Ai.. nda bagus ni... Anyway, this post is just a stop by with hope i will get my blogging spirit back, after work, tonight! Must do some Blogwalking and write something more interesting to be shared here. Till then! Update 11.10.11 @ 12.25am: Akhirnya sya Blogwalking juga ke beberapa blog kengkawan Blogger sya.. Adoi, payah juga ni mau kasi bangun spirit Blogging sya.. Cuma, mau tulis post baru masih lagi nda ada idea... Biarlah dulu kio! With Love, Little Rose

After get back from work, i am very tired and feel a little bit dizzy while driving back home. Arrive home, so decided to take some rest and a nap before wash myself ( nda tahan suda, sakit kepala sya bah tu la terus pi tidur/rehat ).  Credit to Snake Dreams During my two hours sleep ( telajak pulak sya tidur ni..padahal mau lelap kijap ja ). I have a dream of snakes. There were quite number of snakes thrown towards me. It landed on my body and one of it bite me on my back. It was painful and that makes me woke up. I was a little bit scared when i woke up but get back my sense so i went to wash up. Trying to figure out what is it means, i Google about this dream. Here is some of the interpretation i found in Snake Dreams website. Dreaming of being bitten by a snake is one of the most common and striking snake dreams. While the dreamer is likely to wake up scared or confused about the meaning of such a dream, a general interpretation consider...

"Never fear the unknown; embrace it! Never ignore your opportunities; welcome them! Never listen to negativity; laugh at it! Never walk away from your friends; love and embrace them! True happiness can never be achieved if we are alone!" by Jon Hawks Have a wonderful Saturday with family and friends!! God bless... With Love, Liitle Rose P.s: I am stuck in the office working half day... mmm....

Credit Google Image I get sick yesterday afternoon. Having late lunch and my gastrik knock me down. Went to clinic, get my prescription. Take some rest at home and my stomach is really painful and uneasy. This morning still feel a little bit tired and my stomach? Hmmm.. It's feel okay but at some point not that okay yet. Hope i can manage to do my work today. Starting my Friday morning with not so good feeling. Hmmphh.... Anyway, still wanna wish you guys a great Friday Morning! God bless! With Love, Little Rose

Work while you work, Play while you play; That is the way To be cheerful and gay. All that you do, Do with your might; Things done by halves Are never done right. One thing each time, And that done well, Is a very good rule, As many can tell. Moments are useless Trifled away; So work while you work, And play while you play. by M. A. Stodart Have a Blessed Thursday Morning Everyone!!! Hope today we can do one thing at a time, any of important assignment at work or at school. God bless! WIth Love, Little Rose

Credit to Fuel My Motivation You Have To Have Confidence!! Have a Blessed Wednesday Morning everyone!!! God bless... Update at 10.26am: I am really nervous and lost my words. Yai! How come i am like this? Sajuk semua tangan ni tadi . All the answers i gave flew away and not even properly answered the questions. Huhuhuhu... Is this lack of confident? Hmmmphh.... Finger crossed again. Waiting for the answer next week... With Love, Little Rose P.s: I really need some confidence this morning coz i got something happen today.... W ish me LUCK guys..

On the same day Oct 4, 2010 i posted about St. Francis of Assisi too. So, at this same day too, i want to wish everyone of this feast especially for the community of Franciscan Sisters of the Immaculate Conception Sabah. Lets say Prayer of St. Francis of Assisi together: Lord, make me an instrument of your peace. Where there is hatred, let me sow love; where there is injury,pardon; where there is doubt, faith; where there is despair, hope; where there is darkness, light; and where there is sadness, joy. O Divine Master, grant that I may not so much seek to be consoled as to console; to be understood as to understand; to be loved as to love. For it is in giving that we receive; it is in pardoning that we are pardoned; and it is in dying that we are born to eternal life. Amen God bless and lets show love to one another!  With Love, Little Rose P/s: St. Francis of Assisi is one of my favorite saints. (^___^)

Credit to Fuel My Motivation Your Comfort Zone Can Turn Into 'The No Progress Zone' This is the stealer of our Motivation. So, what we can do is, sometime we need to get out from our COMFORT ZONE to see what else we can do for better improvements.  Have a Blessed Tuesday Morning everyone! With Love, Little Rose

It was last Friday and Saturday, i stayed at my friend's house. She told me there is one talent show at NTV7 called THE X-FACTOR. I love watching American Idol, So You Think You Can Dance, America's Got Talent, The Voice and there are some more. This X-Factor, i've heard before but did not watch it yet. She told me, there are Simon and Paula judging this show plus Nicole of Pussycat Dolls. Wow!! Seems to be interesting show. So, we watch two hours episodes on both Friday and Saturday. As usual there are great talents and there are annoying one. So, i want to share two of my favourite from the audition and i really hope they will not eliminated early especially during the bootcamp this week. I really hope both of them will pass it even though there are more talents selected for the bootcamp. Here we go! Drew Ryniewicz She sings her own version of Baby by Justin Bieber. At first she is a lil bit annoyed me because she so in love with Justin Bieber and she looks like too mu...

As you all know, i always talk about my work with the local communities ( did i mentioned that in my previous post.....? errr..maybe i did ). It was a really difficult task when i need to gain trust from them at the first attempt to the village. I find it was so difficult to make them understand what i told them or what i teach them. Anything that i told them i need to repeat more than 10 times ( bengap sangat ka dorang ni...??) because they are very slow in understand things. With this attitude, i did not believe they can do well in the capacity building programmes that we arrange for them. Leadership, women empowerment, skills enhancement etc... Take months and months for them to get the concept and the learning process is really make me piss off and i am sort of giving up with these people. I lost my faith in them, i did not believe they can make it in future. Recently, i realize something is going on with myself and these communities. It was almost 4 months ...

"Do not live another person's life because you were made to be distinct, special and peculiar by God's way." by Trevis Emeka from Nigeria Have a Blessed Monday Morning! With Love, Little Rose