TRUE CONFESSIONS

Moving on with my new working environment. New work scope, new friends and so on. To start on, even i have to start with riding a bicycle, i am okay. As far as i can use my own brain, use my own ability and use my own strength to cope up with my new work. I am Okay.  Wish me LUCK guys!  Left behind all the bad memories. Move on with the new ME. The new Rose perhaps. With Love, Little Rose 

18 days flew away just like that. Still i feel it was only yesterday i fly to Japan. But now, i am actually at home. I am back to my lovely country, MALAYSIA. Yai!!! Happy to be home but still start to miss Ube City, Japan. There are so many great memories during our training and i really enjoy it. Even though sometimes the weather makes me feel uncomfortable, wake up in the middle of the night coz i am freezing. The heater is not working and the blanket is not enough to warm me. The leaves are falling but it was not snowing. Hoping for a chance to touch a snow, but it is okay. The cool windy already make me cold enough. The JAPAN TRIP is like a DREAM COME TRUE because now i am BACK TO REALITY. I am back to my daily routine. Hoping to make some difference and change for a better person. Till then! --- Little Rose

Hello Guys!!! I am so sorry for my long silence. Being busy with my training in Japan. We just finish our study tour today and tomorrow is Sunday and it will be our rest day but need to make use of the time to prepare report and action plan. Anyway, i hope i will have more time to update you guys with my stay in Japan. 18 days now only left 4 days to be back to Malaysia. Time flies so fast..... I left you with this photos of our last study tour at Kyushu Island..... Visit Wind Power Energy Station in Kitakyushu Eco-Town. This is one of the renewable energy used in Japan for generating Electrical Power Supply. Till then!!! God bless, Little Rose

Having a bus tour for sightseeing at Yamaguchi City today. So, i share some of photos along the trip. The whole day and i am tired now.. Will share the story later. Till then! ---- Tired, Little Rose

At last after so many not-so-good things happen to me, one by one ... I feel HAPPY to be here in Ube City, Japan. Three days upon arrival we were at Chugoku JICA Center. Got two classes to get the familiarization with Japan management structure and system, continued by cultural and traditions of Japanese people. We did not have enough time for more exposure on the Japanese custom and so on. We officially start our training today at Ube City in Yamaguchi Prefecture. Starting with official meeting with Ube City Mayor. We had a long journey by bus from HigashiHiroshima to Ube City. It takes about 3 and half hours drive. But the road condition here is very good and no traffic, smooth journey. Tomorrow will be another day and now i need some rest... Till then.. ----- Tiring & Exhausted, Little Rose

Enough rough moments i get these past two weeks. People makes my life so miserable. Makes me think i am useless and stupid to be fooled around like this. I am DONE with the hell your games is. Whatever you think you can do to me, i just let it be. I am not a fighter for something stupid like what you did to me. I will just stick to my own decision. Why? Because THIS IS MY LIFE.... I Live MY LIFE not someone else LIFE okay. So, i can make my own decision, WISE or not let it be me myself determine and face any consequences later on. Are you HAPPY when you turn my life so complicated and miserable like now? I BET you are UNHAPPY inside.. Why? Because i know you are a KIND and GENEROUS person but because of this condition you dare to make my life upside down. At the end, you will reflects and think back of what you did to me, and that time i HOPE you will realize that you whack someone else life and that is not so good things to do.  Till then! ----- Feeling Better...

Banyak benda dua minggu ni nda pandai selesai dan sangat bikin pusing kepala dan akhirnya menjurus kepada STRESS. Sya mengenalpasti tahap kestressan sya dan telah menyebabkan beberapa efek kepada diri sya. Antaranya ialah: Tiba-tiba hidung gatal terus bersin terus jadi budak hingusan... nda pandai bagus ni... berhingus saja... Belakang leher ataupun dikenali sebagai tengkuk jadi stiff dan rasa sengal2 ja ni...  Mata tiba2 menjadi merah dan pedih... macam kena infeksi saja ni.. Bertaik ja ni mata sudah.. Haid tiba2 datang sedangkan dua minggu yang lalu baru ja sya period... haiyah!! Senang sekali mengalirkan air mata.. nda patut2 mau menagis pun tiba2 ja air mata mengalir... doiiii!! Cukupla tu lima ja... jgn lagi kasi tambah... Sya nda mau jadi gila... Kesihatan sya betul2 terganggu bila emosi sya nda stabil disebabkan masalah yang nda pandai selesai ni.. Bagus kasi SELESAI itu orang yang bikin hidup sya porak peranda ni!!!! .... Alahai, Jesus, please forgive me... huhuhuhu....

Wah... i am feeling of making blouse for my trip next week.. What should i have? Hmmm.... Thought of Chinese style blouse and kebaya pendek ... Here is what i found when i Google some images.. Simple and looks easy to fit me... This one also looks nice-lah.... hmmm... Err...... pretty though... I am not into fashion... errrkkk... can't make any decision.. well, will ask Anty Tailor when i see her this evening.... She will have a great ideas for me... (^__^) ---- Fashion Blurry, Little Rose 

I can not tolerate with people who: Hypocrite (double faces) ---- see Wikipedia for the full definition. Talk only no Action ---- Haiks.... bikin panas ni orang begini ni . Complaining ---- Esp talk bad about other people ( i oso do sometime but if everyday.... dooohhh... please, no body is perfect.. ko perfect sangat kah?). Take things for granted ---- Sometimes things that looks so simple and easy become so complicated when you just overlook that thing okay... Perfectionist ---- Well, some people love being so mess up but work still can be done... Adopt with other people work style.. (Nda semua orang hebat macam kau bah!).. See Wikipedia for the difinition.... Double standard ---- Please just be FAIR okay.... See Wikipedia for the meaning of this.. Gossiping in the office from morning till lunch hour and then continue till end of office hours... ---- Please, i have things to do.. I need to complete my work!! Bla bla bla..... Okay, enuff said. Still got some more but i thi...

Last week, on Friday... I feel very down. Something not so good things happen in the office etc etc... Feel very weak, emotionally break down (i may say)... Never feel this BAD for so long.. This one makes me feel like i am a fool, stupid, alone, angry (all sort of negative feelings). Get out from the office, enter my car and burst into tears in my car... Call my bestfriend, and talk to her for a while.... Feel better but just a lil bit. Drive back home and when i reach home, i don't know what to do.. I am lost... Take my bath and thinking of going away but don't know where am i heading. Feel like to drink some beer with friends and make myself drunk and forget all of these mess. But deep inside my heart say something else. HOLD ONTO JESUS. Log in FB and write my status: feel like to vomit.... emotionally break down.... why makes my life so miserable... why can't make it simple and let it go.... i need an alcohol shot...... or a silent moment with Jesus? Take my car k...

Have been silence from Blogging World. So much things happen so, where to start over? Okay, since i promised to Ashley Easther at Eat.Pray.Love  to play this TAG thing, so i must keep my promise. Here it is: Rules & Regulations: ♥ each person must post 11 things about themselves in their journal . ♥ answer the question the tagger set for u in their post and create 11 new questions for the people u tagged the answer . ♥ choose 11 people to tag the post and link them the post . ♥ go to their page and tell them u have tagged her/him . ♥ no tags back . 11 Things About Rose Ragai Love Jesus, Love My Family, Love My Friends VERY VERY MUCH. Love new adventure, travelling, exploring new things. Love jungle trekking, love being in the forest cause i love animals.. wild animals esp birds and mammals. Love wild animals but still can't get rid of my phobia of snakes. Love traditional food such as umai (Melanau food), ayam pansuh (Iban & Bidayuh food), hinava & bosou...

Okay, i am too much on my not stable emotions this past two weeks. Maybe it is because too many things happen at the same time and i am physically tired too (that's why i get sick..huhuhu). So, today i want to share a few photos i captured during EE Race 9 organized by EPD end of June this year. Last year we have the same programme too but this year is more FUN!!! Yai!! I love the fact thats all the teachers were very excited and the spirit to learn something new is inspiring me. Here we go... Ice breaking session - solve the puzzle  Short brief by the Village Head at Kg. Cenderamata II on Micro Enterprise Explanation on the process of preparing good seedlings for plantation. Hands on experience yai!! ( jadi general worker kijap ) In front of the eyes.. cable yarding harvesting...hmm.. something new perhaps! R & D incubation space.. cuttings.. cuttings... cuttings... trees... The kampong people ready to do handicraft demo... get ready to learn it! ...

Sorry for being sounds so demotivated.... Sorry for being so down and depress...... Sorry for writing something is not inspiring you..... Sorry for wasting your time reading all the mess i wrote here these past two weeks..... Today.... I feel much more better and relief... I make up my mind.... I can see a clear picture ahead of me.... My heart realize what i really want.... Have to sacrifice and let go of something to get something better.... Sounds selfish? That is what i thought at first! But... Life have to move on...  To move on to another phase and It's MY LIFE... GOD gave me CHOICES so i have to DECIDE and CHOOSE... Which WAY? HE WILL GUIDE ME THROUGH.... God Bless!! --- Feel Blessed Little Rose

I have decided, i have decided. Please don't make me change my mind again. I already give my 100% to this decision. Don't make me have a second thought about this. There is no turning back. Errkk... Is it? Ahhh... why is this so difficult? I thought after made this decision i will feel at PEACE. But why is it still feel so HEAVY inside my heart? Am i making the right move? Am i make the right CHOICE? Jesus, lead me to Your way. Lead me to do more of your Will. Lead me and guide me. --- Uneasy Heart Little Rose

Credit to Demotivation.us This is me right now. Don't know what to do. In the midst of something that i don't know how to decide and how to come up with the solution. I am blank, i can not think, i am confused, i can't get any good answer. I am just ...... I don't know.... -- Confused Little Rose ---- Update at 3.37pm: Reading Word of God online and found this site Spiritual Catholic - Your Hope is in God . One thing i found there is this: Everyone of us needs inspiration and encouragement, especially in the times like this! Without GOD and without HOPE there is only one thing left – depression. Lord Jesus is the source of POWER to live my daily life. Thank you Jesus.

Every time i log on to Blogger, i only manage to post one post or two, replied to the comments and visit a few posts of my blogger buddies (if i have more time, i manage to leave comments) and this happen in these past two weeks. Works and church activities, both makes me traveling here and there. Now, my body say STOP... I am TIRED and you make me SICK.. waaaa... i got flu, sore throat and cough. Not feeling well now but still manage to write this post. Why? Because i MISS my Blogging Activity!!! I miss visiting your blog guys and update on your superb stories... Which sometime make me laugh and something interesting to read through. Okay, i need to have a rest now. Tomorrow half day working and at about 7pm having dinner for seminarian fund raising at KP. Another day to go through. Have a Blessed Weekend for all of you! GOD BLESS! Update (29/10/2011): Sya tidak peduli, ni hari dalam opis sya mau Blogwalking juga, banyak suda cerita sya termissout dari kamuorg. Kalau sempat sya...

Credit to Google Very excited but yet still not confirmed yet. Need to pray harder that my company management will approve me for participate in this training. Wah, i really really want to go la..... Haish!!! Finger crossed ! With Love, Little Rose

Silence from Blogging World these past few days because of travelling. Last Sunday was a Mission Sunday so the idea of this Giveaway come up to share something with my dear friends out there. Since this is the month of Rosary, the month we Catholic dedicated to our Mother Mary, i would like to give away my hand made rosary. Here are some of my hand made bracelet and rosary, the first three trial but will make another special one for this giveaway. St. Theresa of Lisieux medal bracelet (still keep this one coz this is the 1st one i made) Mother Mary medal bracelet. (gave this as a gift for my bestfriend) Car Rosary with shining cross. (specially made for my bestfriend birthday yesterday, 24th Oct 2011) These is the SIMPLE STEP that you can do to join this ROSARY GIVEAWAY: 1) You MUST a Catholic 2) Leave a comment consist of your Name & Email add 3) Open to Malaysia Only (Sabah, Sarawak & Peninsular Malaysia) and ended on 1st November (sorry for limited time). 4)...

Hey guys! I am back after having two trips. The first one is going into the bush and planted some vanilla seedlings and having fun with nature. Then driving away to KM for three days. Spend some time with friends and Franciscan Sisters. Feel great when came back home but i will be away again this weekend. I miss blogging but i am just tired after travelling and yet need to pack my bags again this Friday. My friend and i will be going to Kaingaran, Tambunan. We will spend some silence with Jesus there. I hope God will touch my heart and i wanted to renew spiritually too. Life being harsh to me these past weeks but thanks God for always be with me. There were some choices have to be made and hope i can make up my mind. Here is the photo of my trip into the bush! Hope you enjoy as i am enjoying the moments too. Misty and cold weather... But love it being there.. I wish you can turn into a Prince.... Ha ha.. Me & Mr. Bufo juxtasper . Acting like we are in a Hindi...

Meligan hanging bridge  Pack my bags... All the item needed for the trip already well pack in my bags... Rations, check - Sleeping bag, check - Equipments for vanilla planting, check... All other items are ready.. Waiting for my friend to pick me up and we are heading our way to the forest. Hope everyting will be fine and finish with the Vanilla planting. Wish you guys a Blessed Wednesday Morning!!! Will be back tomorrow... With Love, Little Rose

Anyone watching The X Factor USA? I started watching it during the Audition episode and there were thousands of American went for the audition. It was almost like American Idol Audition but i bet you maybe because the judges are Simon Cowell and Paula Abdul, the judges for AI before. In my previous post Crazy about the X Factor USA , i shared two of the contestants Drew and Jazzlyn. Both of them come up with stunning performances. But, today i have another favourite. She sang Mercy during the 1st Audition and it really WOW the judges and audience too but that time i am not into her performance yet. During the group performance at the Bootcamp, her group sang Whitney Houston song and still she did not catch my attention. BUT........ This one really WOW me and i can't stop myself replaying this over and over again. Each time i replay it she gave me goosebump. Yai!! Not believing me? Listen and watch for yourself!!... She sang with the soul and put some emotions into the song!  I...

Did i ever participate in any GIVEAWAY? Maybe once but never been so lucky so not interested about it anymore. Since i am not into Blogging mood lately, maybe this will help me to get back my Blogging Spirit. Hope so! GIVEAWAY @ Yvonne and Her Playground consists of: This Giveaway consist of samples of Dior One Essential, Dior Eyes Essential, DiorSkin Radiant Base No.001, DiorSkin Forever Liquid Foundation No.020 and DiorSkin Forever Compact Foundation No. 020. They are all brand new. To Know more about this Giveaway visit her blog: Giveaway: DIOR Products With Love, Little Rose

If you are feeling good, then you're creating future that's on track with your desires. If you're feeling bad, you're creating future that's off track with your desires. As you go about your day, the law of attraction is working in every second. Everything we think and feel is creating our future. If you're worried or in fear then you're bringing more of that into your life throughout the day. by Yvonne K'obuya, Kenya Have a Blessed Tuesday Morning everyone!!!! ( I am BACK in track? Hope so... ) With Love, Little Rose

Hello guys... It's Moday! I am not in the mood of Blogging. I am sorry that i did not visit my dear Blogger buddies blog too. Yai! Feel not happy about it coz i love reading your stories. My weekend is okay even though working half day on Saturday. Since then, i lost my spirit to blog. To think and to write and to share. Ai.. nda bagus ni... Anyway, this post is just a stop by with hope i will get my blogging spirit back, after work, tonight! Must do some Blogwalking and write something more interesting to be shared here. Till then! Update 11.10.11 @ 12.25am: Akhirnya sya Blogwalking juga ke beberapa blog kengkawan Blogger sya.. Adoi, payah juga ni mau kasi bangun spirit Blogging sya.. Cuma, mau tulis post baru masih lagi nda ada idea... Biarlah dulu kio! With Love, Little Rose

After get back from work, i am very tired and feel a little bit dizzy while driving back home. Arrive home, so decided to take some rest and a nap before wash myself ( nda tahan suda, sakit kepala sya bah tu la terus pi tidur/rehat ).  Credit to Snake Dreams During my two hours sleep ( telajak pulak sya tidur ni..padahal mau lelap kijap ja ). I have a dream of snakes. There were quite number of snakes thrown towards me. It landed on my body and one of it bite me on my back. It was painful and that makes me woke up. I was a little bit scared when i woke up but get back my sense so i went to wash up. Trying to figure out what is it means, i Google about this dream. Here is some of the interpretation i found in Snake Dreams website. Dreaming of being bitten by a snake is one of the most common and striking snake dreams. While the dreamer is likely to wake up scared or confused about the meaning of such a dream, a general interpretation consider...

"Never fear the unknown; embrace it! Never ignore your opportunities; welcome them! Never listen to negativity; laugh at it! Never walk away from your friends; love and embrace them! True happiness can never be achieved if we are alone!" by Jon Hawks Have a wonderful Saturday with family and friends!! God bless... With Love, Liitle Rose P.s: I am stuck in the office working half day... mmm....

Credit Google Image I get sick yesterday afternoon. Having late lunch and my gastrik knock me down. Went to clinic, get my prescription. Take some rest at home and my stomach is really painful and uneasy. This morning still feel a little bit tired and my stomach? Hmmm.. It's feel okay but at some point not that okay yet. Hope i can manage to do my work today. Starting my Friday morning with not so good feeling. Hmmphh.... Anyway, still wanna wish you guys a great Friday Morning! God bless! With Love, Little Rose

Work while you work, Play while you play; That is the way To be cheerful and gay. All that you do, Do with your might; Things done by halves Are never done right. One thing each time, And that done well, Is a very good rule, As many can tell. Moments are useless Trifled away; So work while you work, And play while you play. by M. A. Stodart Have a Blessed Thursday Morning Everyone!!! Hope today we can do one thing at a time, any of important assignment at work or at school. God bless! WIth Love, Little Rose

Credit to Fuel My Motivation You Have To Have Confidence!! Have a Blessed Wednesday Morning everyone!!! God bless... Update at 10.26am: I am really nervous and lost my words. Yai! How come i am like this? Sajuk semua tangan ni tadi . All the answers i gave flew away and not even properly answered the questions. Huhuhuhu... Is this lack of confident? Hmmmphh.... Finger crossed again. Waiting for the answer next week... With Love, Little Rose P.s: I really need some confidence this morning coz i got something happen today.... W ish me LUCK guys..

On the same day Oct 4, 2010 i posted about St. Francis of Assisi too. So, at this same day too, i want to wish everyone of this feast especially for the community of Franciscan Sisters of the Immaculate Conception Sabah. Lets say Prayer of St. Francis of Assisi together: Lord, make me an instrument of your peace. Where there is hatred, let me sow love; where there is injury,pardon; where there is doubt, faith; where there is despair, hope; where there is darkness, light; and where there is sadness, joy. O Divine Master, grant that I may not so much seek to be consoled as to console; to be understood as to understand; to be loved as to love. For it is in giving that we receive; it is in pardoning that we are pardoned; and it is in dying that we are born to eternal life. Amen God bless and lets show love to one another!  With Love, Little Rose P/s: St. Francis of Assisi is one of my favorite saints. (^___^)

Credit to Fuel My Motivation Your Comfort Zone Can Turn Into 'The No Progress Zone' This is the stealer of our Motivation. So, what we can do is, sometime we need to get out from our COMFORT ZONE to see what else we can do for better improvements.  Have a Blessed Tuesday Morning everyone! With Love, Little Rose

It was last Friday and Saturday, i stayed at my friend's house. She told me there is one talent show at NTV7 called THE X-FACTOR. I love watching American Idol, So You Think You Can Dance, America's Got Talent, The Voice and there are some more. This X-Factor, i've heard before but did not watch it yet. She told me, there are Simon and Paula judging this show plus Nicole of Pussycat Dolls. Wow!! Seems to be interesting show. So, we watch two hours episodes on both Friday and Saturday. As usual there are great talents and there are annoying one. So, i want to share two of my favourite from the audition and i really hope they will not eliminated early especially during the bootcamp this week. I really hope both of them will pass it even though there are more talents selected for the bootcamp. Here we go! Drew Ryniewicz She sings her own version of Baby by Justin Bieber. At first she is a lil bit annoyed me because she so in love with Justin Bieber and she looks like too mu...

As you all know, i always talk about my work with the local communities ( did i mentioned that in my previous post.....? errr..maybe i did ). It was a really difficult task when i need to gain trust from them at the first attempt to the village. I find it was so difficult to make them understand what i told them or what i teach them. Anything that i told them i need to repeat more than 10 times ( bengap sangat ka dorang ni...??) because they are very slow in understand things. With this attitude, i did not believe they can do well in the capacity building programmes that we arrange for them. Leadership, women empowerment, skills enhancement etc... Take months and months for them to get the concept and the learning process is really make me piss off and i am sort of giving up with these people. I lost my faith in them, i did not believe they can make it in future. Recently, i realize something is going on with myself and these communities. It was almost 4 months ...

"Do not live another person's life because you were made to be distinct, special and peculiar by God's way." by Trevis Emeka from Nigeria Have a Blessed Monday Morning! With Love, Little Rose

Some people think they are so GREAT Some people think they are just an ORDINARY Some people think they are so PERFECT Some people think they are WEAK in so many ways Some people think they are DAMN PRETTY Some people think they are JUST OKAY Some people think they are UGLY Some people think they deserve THE BEST Some people think they are BLESSED Some people think they have been CURSED Some people think they are LOVED Some people think they are UNWANTED Some people? ………… Can not EVEN THINK ! Errrkkkk….. (spoiled)…!!!! With Love, Little Rose

Did you ever face a problem valuing yourself? Especially when people ask, "What is your inner strength? What is your value? What is your personal qualities?"....   I find it is difficult for me to see any good values in myself. Why? Maybe because i am the one who look down on my own personalities and did not given any values of myself. I find it is very difficult for me to write any good things about myself when i write my resume or curriculum vitae. Especially when i need to write about my personal qualities ( mau pi promote yang diri tu bagus bah kan so la susah ni.. ). If people compliment me of my good work or my look that day, i feel grateful and appreciate it but at the same time i feel ashamed of myself. Maybe too low self-esteem. Need to gain some more self-confident and self-esteem la like this . Okay, i find this article is very motivating and i hope it will help you guys too if you face the same problem as mine. I am in the process of accepting myself...

Hello guys! Just mau share sikit ni info yang sya peroleh dari sorang kawan di FB. She get the news from Malaysian Meteorological Department website. Since dorang kasi keluar dalam laman tu, mustahil la ni April Fool punya news kan? So, just beware of this la... Check for more news esok. Ni gempa bumi masih yang minor ja around 2.9 pada skala Richter but still kita kena berhati-hati. Terutama sekali pada korang yang berada di sekitar Kundasang/ Ranau. Ni la pengumuman yang kena buat pasal gempa bumi ni: Info dapat dari laman web MET Take care guys! God bless! With Love, Little Rose

" Today can be a great day for you and for others - if you take time to smile at someone, to express a word of kindness, to lend a helping hand to the one in need, to say a heartfelt thank you and to give a word of encouragement to the one who is overwhelmed with trials." by Caroline Naoroji Have a Blessed Wednesday Morning Everyone! God Bless! With Love, Little Rose

Photo credit to Social Good 2.0 Recently i am planning to use my blog for something more than just an ordinary posts but an information too. Something that i can share with others and also benefits most of us in this blogging world. Youth Asia own two companies known as GROUPON Malaysia and SAYS ( which i think known as YouthSays before this -- hope i get it right ). But, anyway, if you wanna know more, just click at the link of each site.   Okay, now get back to this new campaign at SAYS.my . The Social Good 2.0 is recently launched at this site for non-profits, grassroots movements, and NGOs to get help from social media users ( just like us la Bloggers..:- )) across Malaysia to spread their causes. So, i am trying my BEST to do my part to promote this campaign Social Good 2.0 for us Bloggers to do some great things using our talent in Blogosphere. So, now you can sign up at SAYS.com and start spread any causes that you would like to share with your family and friend...

"Living a day with anger & bitterness equals to taking several steps backward from happiness, from people you love, and from your dreams. Anger & bitterness are only a waste of time. Want to make wise use of time?? Do what the mind CANNOT DO but what the heart CAN DO. That is to make peace with yourself, and then you can start forgiving." ~ By Jessica Lona --- Indonesia Have a blessed Tuesday Morning everyone! With Love, Little Rose

Photo credit to Google Image I HATE YOU!   Is the three words that more difficult to said out loud in front of a person that annoying me or hurts me. Why? Because the consequences after saying that is more hurting deep inside my heart. I will keep on blaming myself for saying a words like that to the person. Blaming myself for not control my own emotions, anger and blurt out those three words that for sure will hurt her or him the most. The worse part is when i regret of saying it in the first place. Why did i say it to her or him? It will takes more time to forgive myself for doing this to a person. So, that is why it is hard for me to say I HATE YOU out loud to a person. It will be easier to say I LOVE YOU rather than I HATE YOU.  With Love, Little Rose P.s: Sharing some LOVE with all of you who read this post! I LOVE YOU GUYS!

When i am thinking of GIVING UP... This thoughts came by .... ... .. . Photo credit to Google Image Came by the negative thoughts again.... Makes me wanna give up and stop this here...  Enough with it! But... .... ... .. . Photo credit to Google Image Just like a Football Games... the second half is still there.. The final whistle is not blow yet! There is still TIME left.. But... i am tired of doing it... Its really suffocate me..  But... there is a says... ... .. . Photo credit to Google Image At the end... TRYING MY BEST NOT TO GIVE UP  but TO KEEP ON GOING! With Love, Little Rose